pain

Struggling

January 4, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

In the shadows they lie, Struggling to survive, With demons inside That they can’t deny. They’ve tried to escape, but they’re held in chains by the pull of the drug that they can’t explain. They’re lost and alone, with no one to turn to, As they slowly sink...

I’m Invisible

December 13, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

I’m invisible. I walk among the crowd, But no one sees me. I’m just a shadow, A ghost, A figment of their imagination. I’m invisible. I speak, but no one hears me. My words are lost, drowning in the cacophony of noise. I’m a whisper, a breath, and...

Help Me

December 13, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

My eyes won’t shutMy thoughts never endI want this to endI wish to feel something.As I load this gunPlease take this pain

Quadriplegic

December 8, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

I sit here in my wheelchair, my body broken, but my mind is still well, I watch the world go by, and I wonder why. I can’t walk, I can’t run, I can’t even hold a pen, I’m trapped inside this body, That’s no longer my own. I’m...

Our Battlles

November 7, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

We all fight our own battles, some we can see, and some unseen, but we all must face the demons that try to tear us within. Some battles are easy, and some are very hard, but we must never give up, no matter what they charge. We must...

A paralyzed gamer. I’m a ketchapp fan.

March 17, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Gaming

I know this is a bit off topic I remember when I would be laying in bed Sheri would be like play your game, she was the only GF that would sit and watch me and enjoyed it for some reason. But then I was married for 10...

Inside My Head..

December 29, 2022 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Featured

Before I get into writing, thank you for taking the time to read my blog. I will try to keep updating the blog more often. I know sometimes my posts are a little all over the place, it is my thoughts as they come. Again, thank you very...

Suicide and SCI: Moving Past the Darkness.

December 25, 2022 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Featured

Suicide. While a few people with paralysis claim to have never considered it, most people who’ve had a spinal cord injury, if they’re being honest with themselves, have. And it’s no wonder. Transitioning into a body that’s paralyzed is one of the most difficult things in the world...

Worst Thing About Being Paralyzed

February 10, 2022 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Writing

The worst thing about being paralyzed is you have way to much time to think and no matter how hard I try to shut it off, or try to do something to stop it but it just doesn’t stop. Im trapped in my own head. I feel like...