Feelings

Looking Back And Looking Forward.

April 3, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life

Man, I have had some great times in my life. Things changed after I created OTR. Music changed my life. I have always loved music and wanted to be involved in it. But I truly was made for the behind the scenes. If I had another shot to...

Set A Goal And Smashed It

January 12, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Gaming

Today I set a goal and I owned it. When I got up, I said my one goal today was to just get my blog back up. I redone the entire website plus more. I been working on this on and off for weeks and wanted to get...

Feel My Pain.

January 11, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

I’m screaming listen to my painI hope these lyrics hit youI hope they tear you downI need the fuck out of this town I run but cant escapeI’m locked in my own prisonI cant escape my own thoughtsIf these hands worked I’d pull the trigger I’m screaming listen...

Here Is Where I Whisper.

January 10, 2023 1 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Featured

I do not want people to think I complain all the time. I guess most of my posts are, well sad, I guess. I guess I keep 30% in because I worry it will offend people 40% because pain takes over, 20% because I am embarrassed and whatever...

Inside My Head..

December 29, 2022 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Featured

Before I get into writing, thank you for taking the time to read my blog. I will try to keep updating the blog more often. I know sometimes my posts are a little all over the place, it is my thoughts as they come. Again, thank you very...

Suicide and SCI: Moving Past the Darkness.

December 25, 2022 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Featured

Suicide. While a few people with paralysis claim to have never considered it, most people who’ve had a spinal cord injury, if they’re being honest with themselves, have. And it’s no wonder. Transitioning into a body that’s paralyzed is one of the most difficult things in the world...

Worst Thing About Being Paralyzed

February 10, 2022 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Writing

The worst thing about being paralyzed is you have way to much time to think and no matter how hard I try to shut it off, or try to do something to stop it but it just doesn’t stop. Im trapped in my own head. I feel like...