Feelings

Battle Within

June 30, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

Beneath the surface, calm I try to feign, A steady heartbeat, but a tremor in my vein. The looming surgery, a shadow in my mind, Where hope and fear in constant battle bind. Will anesthesia hold, will I wake anew? A million questions whispered, tinged with blue. The...

Still Life

June 21, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

Still life, they call it, this vessel I’m in, But storms rage within, unseen from the skin. Muscles may falter, my grip may be weak, But the heart in this cage, oh, the feelings it speaks

This Weight

June 18, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

A weight unseen, a shadow cast, This feeling lingers, grips me fast. A burden carried, heavy heart, A constant thought that tears me apart. They say kind words, with gentle touch, But doubt remains, I fear too much. Am I a drag, a darkened cloud, A weight that...

PROVE THEM WRONG

June 7, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

A seed they said, in barren ground, No chance to bloom, no hope to be found. A whispered doubt, a pitying frown, But deep within, a fire burned down. The whispers grew, a chorus strong, “Give it up,” their voices throng. But roots dug deep, where shadows lie,...

Alone And Misunderstood

June 4, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

Trapped within this shell, a world I cannot touch, A mind ablaze with dreams, a body that moves so much. Isolated by silence, unseen tears I cry, Misunderstood whispers, a constant questioning why. The walls become my canvas, the window shows the race, A world in vibrant motion,...

THOUGHTS

May 18, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

The shadow of mistakes, a constant blight, Each step I take, a stumble in the night. A symphony of errors, discordant and deep, Where every triumph, a fleeting, fragile sleep. The weight of judgment, a crushing, heavy hand, On every choice, a self-imposed command. To meet a standard,...

Losing Control

May 17, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Music

(Laid-back, syncopated reggae beat with a heavy bassline kicks in. A simple, melodic keyboard line plays over it. The drum beat is a classic one-drop.) (Verse 1 – Rapper) Yo, the bassline’s heavy, a pulse in the gloom But my head’s a concrete jungle, no room to bloom...

Overcoming Fear Of Unknow

May 14, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

A heavy weight, a heart that’s sore, Disappointment stings once more. Dreams unmet, a path unclear, But hope remains, I persevere. Tears may fall, like cleansing rain, Washing clean the hurt, the pain. Though shadows linger, skies will mend, Brighter days are just around the bend. I’ll take...

Under The Knife

May 10, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

In sterile halls, where shadows lie, A blade awaits, beneath a cold, bright eye. My heart implodes, a frantic drum, As fear itself takes hold and numbs. Will I wake up, whole once more? Or drift away, and wake no more? These are the thoughts that plague my...

A Burden

April 26, 2024 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

The weight I carry, unseen by eye, A constant pressure, a silent sigh. A fear of draining, a well run dry, Makes me question if I bring them joy. Their gentle patience, a whispered grace, But doubt lingers, etched on my face. Is my presence unwanted, a misplaced...