Man, I have had some great times in my life. Things changed after I created OTR. Music changed my life. I have always loved music and wanted to be involved in it. But I truly was made for the behind the scenes. If I had another shot to...
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Set A Goal And Smashed It
Today I set a goal and I owned it. When I got up, I said my one goal today was to just get my blog back up. I redone the entire website plus more. I been working on this on and off for weeks and wanted to get...
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Here Is Where I Whisper.
I do not want people to think I complain all the time. I guess most of my posts are, well sad, I guess. I guess I keep 30% in because I worry it will offend people 40% because pain takes over, 20% because I am embarrassed and whatever...
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Relationships Seeing Past The Chair.
Relationships seeing past the chair. Past the chair sits men or women scared to put themselves out there. Terrified of what may happen if they open up and they are rejected. Their self-esteem isn’t what it once was. They are scared once you look past that chair you...
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What is autonomic dysreflexia?
What is autonomic dysreflexia? Autonomic dysreflexia (AD) is a potentially life-threatening medical emergency that affects people with spinal cord injuries at the T6 level or higher. Although rare, some people with T7 and T8 injuries can develop AD. For most people, AD can be easily treated as well...
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Inside My Head..
Before I get into writing, thank you for taking the time to read my blog. I will try to keep updating the blog more often. I know sometimes my posts are a little all over the place, it is my thoughts as they come. Again, thank you very...
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Suicide and SCI: Moving Past the Darkness.
Suicide. While a few people with paralysis claim to have never considered it, most people who’ve had a spinal cord injury, if they’re being honest with themselves, have. And it’s no wonder. Transitioning into a body that’s paralyzed is one of the most difficult things in the world...
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Chest Tattoo.
Thought I would final post these photos. It has took me years to figure out what I wanted. But I do not think I could have asked for anything that better suits me. Here are some photos.
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Welcome to my life.
I started this blog shortly after getting home from hospital in the beginning of 2017. I though creating this blog to work through all the chaos that I now call life. I tried my best to cope with my new life as best as I could, but I...
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Worst Thing About Being Paralyzed
The worst thing about being paralyzed is you have way to much time to think and no matter how hard I try to shut it off, or try to do something to stop it but it just doesn’t stop. Im trapped in my own head. I feel like...
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