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In My Head.

May 23, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

I live in my head, it’s a safe place to be, I can do what I want, and I’m always free. I can travel the world, or stay in my bed, I can be anyone, or nothing instead. I can be happy, or sad, or in between, I...

Prisoner

April 5, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

I am stuck in my head, A prisoner of my own mind. The walls are closing in, And I can’t find a way out. The thoughts are racing, And I can’t focus on anything. I’m lost and alone, And I don’t know what to do. I’m scared and...

Quad Life

April 5, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

I am a quadriplegic, I am trapped in this body, A prisoner of my own flesh. I can’t do the things I used to love, I can’t even take care of myself. But I am not giving up, I am fighting every day to regain my independence. I...

Paralyzed!

April 4, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

I am paralyzed, My body is still, But my mind is racing, I am still alive. I can see the world around me, I can hear the sounds, I can smell the smells, I can taste the food. But I cannot move, I am trapped in this body,...

Looking Back And Looking Forward.

April 3, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life

Man, I have had some great times in my life. Things changed after I created OTR. Music changed my life. I have always loved music and wanted to be involved in it. But I truly was made for the behind the scenes. If I had another shot to...

A paralyzed gamer. I’m a ketchapp fan.

March 17, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Gaming

I know this is a bit off topic I remember when I would be laying in bed Sheri would be like play your game, she was the only GF that would sit and watch me and enjoyed it for some reason. But then I was married for 10...

Set A Goal And Smashed It

January 12, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Gaming

Today I set a goal and I owned it. When I got up, I said my one goal today was to just get my blog back up. I redone the entire website plus more. I been working on this on and off for weeks and wanted to get...

Feel My Pain.

January 11, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Writing

I’m screaming listen to my painI hope these lyrics hit youI hope they tear you downI need the fuck out of this town I run but cant escapeI’m locked in my own prisonI cant escape my own thoughtsIf these hands worked I’d pull the trigger I’m screaming listen...

Here Is Where I Whisper.

January 10, 2023 1 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Featured

I do not want people to think I complain all the time. I guess most of my posts are, well sad, I guess. I guess I keep 30% in because I worry it will offend people 40% because pain takes over, 20% because I am embarrassed and whatever...

Relationships Seeing Past The Chair.

January 9, 2023 0 ROCKSTARROB Every Day Life Featured

Relationships seeing past the chair. Past the chair sits men or women scared to put themselves out there. Terrified of what may happen if they open up and they are rejected. Their self-esteem isn’t what it once was. They are scared once you look past that chair you...