Before I get into writing, thank you for taking the time to read my blog. I will try to keep updating the blog more often. I know sometimes my posts are a little all over the place, it is my thoughts as they come. Again, thank you very much.
I am not too sure where to start. I hate who I become; it is not who I am. I do not blame anyone but myself. I never thought pain could rule over your life like a dark cloud. I try to act if everything is OK but the tears inside if you only knew. Each day you wake up, seconds after you open your eyes it hits you like a ton of bricks and takes over. Your mind starts racing and from there you’re in like auto pilot. Funny how it all works, pain causes depression and depression will cause pain.
I wear this mask because I do not want people to know what eats me up inside. I write this because I hope at least one person will read this and know they are not alone. I know it is hard and sometimes you just want to give up. I started this post this morning and I am just finishing it.
